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Focus on GodTransforming tragedy to triumph John 21: 7
“Jesus said to him, “Feed my sheep.” Friday, Nov.
12, 2004 I felt I was abandoning
Rick, and wouldn’t be there to see him through the next rough days. Lord, how could we receive such news right
now? Feelings of incompetence and
disbelief boiled in my heart. I felt
like such a failure, I even doubted my existence. Where do we go from here? How many mistakes will we make? How can God want to use people like Rick
and me? It’s Thursday night and we’ve sent prayer requests out to our friends of the ministry asking God for travel mercies. You see, flying alone in a wheelchair, when every need is reliant on others, can be a bit challenging, to say the least. But God is real and the Lord raised all the funds for me to personally deliver the electric wheelchair, manual wheelchair, bedside toilet and shower chair to an ATM gunshot victim, who is now paralyzed from the waist down. And He will continue to meet every need. Even though this devastating
news was a setback and ever present on my heart, God had a reason. I knew the Lord needed me to keep my focus
on Him, so I could minister to others in Because the apostle Peter
was hit by the enemy with a very bitter experience, this gave me hope. You see earlier on, Peter had promised he
would follow Jesus, even if it meant death.
But later on down the road, Peter faced unexpected pressure and denied
Christ. You know, when we face
unforeseen demands or stress, we also can be put in a position where we just
want to give up, run away, or even, perhaps, deny Christ. You know that kind of despair could have caused Peter to give up, but he didn’t. Jesus didn’t give up on him. Just like Jesus is not going to give up on us. Jesus said, three times to Peter, “Do you love me? If you love me feed my sheep.” After Jesus encouraged Peter he went into the world boldly proclaiming the gospel and many trusted in Christ because of his submission. Though we all can be hit by
devastating news, or a bitter experience, Jesus is saying do you love me, ‘feed
my sheep’? God is in the business
of transforming tragedy to triumph, so we, too, can be encouraged. Let us go
forth like Peter did, and proclaim the gospel so that many will trust in
Christ! The Maker of Heaven and Earth Pray
without ceasing Luke 1:37 “With God all things are
possible.” Saturday, November 13, 2004 I’m departing to South
America, to a country on the Pacific Ocean called Many thoughts came rushing
to my head. Who’s going to get me off the plane in As we were descending in Eddie, one of the attendants
who transferred me to and fro through the It astonishes me, every
time, to see God respond to prayers by giving me a special assistant who
happens to be a believer. Eddie
dropped me off to the cafeteria area.
This gave me time to read up about Later on, I needed to go to
the ladies room. I saw a Delta Airlines representative, and asked her if she
could push me to the restroom. I
discovered the young lady’s name was Marie, a beautiful Brazilian woman who
left Marie was encouraged to know
we have a president who prays before he goes into war; that President Bush
would humble himself in prayer before the Lord, to make important decisions
that would affect our country for eternity.
I agreed with Marie and we just hugged each other. This sister, in a swarm of people, was not
ashamed of the gospel of Jesus Christ.
Later on, Marie helped me to the plane, and I asked her to pray for me
as I continued on to I’m so glad God takes care of my every need by providing the people, or in this case, the sister and brother in Christ, to take care of me. This happened because of prayer and because, with God, all things are possible! Amen.
Tears of Joy Paralyzed but not broken 2 Chronicles 20:15 “Do not be afraid
nor dismayed because of this great multitude, for the battle is not yours,
but God’s” Sunday, November 14, 2004 I’ve now landed in Sophie’s home is made of cement and adobe, which her husband, Manuel, built with his bare hands. The home is three stories high, where other families’ members live above her. Because they ran out of funding, the building does not have a roof. One thing precious about the Peruvian people, is that they are very close and keep in touch with their family members daily. Every ounce of space is used. Though they are limited, and don’t have back yards, their rooftop serves as a clothesline and playground for the children. Occasionally, when I go outside I can even see a dog or chicken roaming on the rooftops. Sophie and her family have
given me the best bed. Once I get in
it, the dip in the middle is so low it can be a challenge to get out of it,
especially when you have no hip joints.
So, I’ve decided to get comfortable for the night and try not to turn. Sophie and Manuel have a beautiful twelve-year-old daughter named Lacie. Lacie is very intelligent and is studying English. Sophie is fifty years of age. Thirteen years ago, while taking monies from an ATM machine, she was shot during an attempted bank robbery. She was left paralyzed from the waist down. The gunshot left her body locked-up which has been unforgiving, but then to be jailed to her home was almost too much to tolerate. Her husband now must complete the every day tasks she once performed effortlessly; plus work a full time job. Their bathroom is small and extremely limited because el bano (the toilet) is right next to the shower. This makes it impossible for her husband to carry her in. Most of the time, when she does bathe it is from the bed. Though burdened because she cannot reach parts of her body, Sophie tries to make the best out of her life. Friday, I shared how Wheels of Love (WOL) received an email from her friend Jackie, who said Sophie was in need of a wheelchair. It broke my heart to hear how she has had to live without being able to get around her home. WOL prayed for Sophie to be able to receive a wheelchair. Then, a brand new electric wheelchair and manual wheelchair were donated to WOL. We tried two different ways to get her a chair. First, through another Christian Wheelchair Ministry, and then, by trying to ship them by plane, which would have cost at least fifteen hundred dollars. Realizing the cost to ship
was so expensive, I believe the Lord
had placed it on my heart to check the cost for me to hand carrying the items
to You know Joseph was also
once imprisoned. And for Sophie and me, one way or another we have felt the
coldness of the prison walls. Maybe
you may not be confined to a wheelchair, bed or prison; yet, you may have
often sat in darkness and felt around you the restriction which did not allow
you to do as you pleased. We have to remember the battle is not ours, but
God’s, He can set you free. Through God’s love, Sophie now has the freedom to move around her home without the dependence on others. The dungeon of her soul where she once dwelled - confined to darkness due to depression - now has light. The light of encouragement, that God heard her prayers and provided an electric wheelchair. Are you in a position where you can’t
do, as you would like? Perhaps, you
feel like you’re in prison? Do you
feel like your soul is confined to darkness?
Then turn your eyes to the Lord and put your trust in Him. Cling to His promises, because the battle
is not yours but God’s!
{Sophie and some of her family in her new electric wheelchair}
Set Free To Worship Surrendering
your life to Christ Ephesians 2:8-9 “For by grace you are saved by faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God. Not of works least any man should boast. Monday, November 15, 2004 Bondage can be very
painful. Some of us may be bound to a
TV program we need to watch, or perhaps, you can’t say, “no” to other
people. Maybe you deal with profound
bouts of uncontrollable anger. I think
it’s safe to say, in one way or another, we have all
been there and done that. Yes? During my stay in One of the benefits of
living in someone’s home is that it allows a personal relationship to
form. You have the opportunity to live
out your witness. Through prayer, when
you share the gospel story, you trust they will see that there is a need to
surrender full authority to Christ.
For there is only one way to Heaven, and that is through Jesus Christ,
for we are saved by grace through faith, and not works, lest any man should
boast. I’ve had the privilege to
spend a lot of time with I had my Bible and was
looking over my notes on how to share the gospel. Later during the day, Sophie
asked me if I would like to go to church and share my testimony. What a privilege to be asked to share the
testimony God has allowed in my life.
I was very thankful that their church was only ten minutes walking
distance from her home. The Pastor was
a short, dark man, enthusiastically proclaiming God’s goodness and His
provisions, for His church and family.
In his generosity, the Pastor permitted me as much time as I
needed. After sharing how God allowed
WOL to help minister to Sophie, the congregation shouted praises to Hosanna
for providing Sophie with a wheelchair.
Loud claps of praise went up as a fragrance to the Lord in adoration
and thankfulness for God’s provision. When I was finished, the
Music Leader, Margarita got up to lead us in a time of worshiping our
King. The Peruvian people have a
unique cheer they repeat throughout the service. I watched passionately trying to keep up
with them as they were all moving or clapping (which wore me out). Sitting in my chair, I realized the
Peruvians poured their souls out, with unbridled passion and praise to God. After the music, the Pastor
shared the sermon about putting on the full armor of God. The Pastor, then, allowed me a second time
to share my personal testimony. Later,
he invited people up for prayer. I was
amazed as more than twenty people came up for prayer. But following the service, many people came
and thanked me for sharing and bringing the chairs to Sophie. I explained God
gets all the glory, and thanked them for their hospitality. You know, living an enslaved life to Christ, in full bondage, whether in a wheelchair or not, is a breathtaking joy. Tonight, with prayer, song, and dance, even those bound to a chair were set free to worship our Lord and King, Jesus Christ, with great joy!
Made To Last Forever More
to life than the here and now 2 Corinthians 5:1 “For we know if our
earthly house of His tabernacle were dissolve, we
have a building of God, an house made not with hands.” Thursday, November 18, 2004 Within
the last year, I have been doing a lot of reflection about Wheels of Love
(WOL) and ministering to the disabled, by providing them with a wheelchair, a
Bible in their language, plus the opportunity to hear the gospel
message. Which way would God have WOL
minister? Do we take large groups of people from the God has assigned WOL to us, and we’re taking notice of the way He is shaping His ministry. You know, running a ministry is a privilege, but the bottom line is all people are one of a kind, and God places on each individual’s heart, exactly what He wants them to do to fulfill The Great Commission. As I continue in God’s Word, I’m seeing almost every person who has contacted WOL, in some way or another, has been misplaced and at wits end, and, perhaps, from their view, forgotten. We continue taking note of the individuals who just “happen” to find us on the web. You and I know, as believers, nothing is by chance, but ordained by the hand of God. Someone who is in need of a wheelchair can’t get one, for whatever reason. WOL tries to locate another Christian ministry, or Christian, who is ministering in that country, to, prayerfully, try to obtain the person a wheelchair, Bible and the opportunity to hear the gospel message. When we can’t seem to meet the need through a larger Christian Organization, God steps in and asks WOL to be His ambassador and hand deliver the items, ourselves. In
the past months sometimes I catch myself looking at the financial numbers
when God places a need on our hearts. Questions
like this seem to cloud my thoughts: You mean bring two wheelchairs to one
person in Instead,
Father, why don’t you have us send a 20-foot container to Once
we accepted that God’s plan and purpose for us was to use WOL to help the
disabled, and to share the good news of Jesus Christ, we started receiving
e-mail requests from around the world.
As I’m sitting in my bed in Though
my heart and head battled over the best way to minister to people who’re in
need of a chair, I’ve discovered, for WOL, due the physical and financial
limitations, staying with the intended family who will receive the
wheelchair, is best for now. In
Sophie’s case, an electric wheelchair was desperately needed, which requires
training to show her how to be an effective driver, without breaking her
toes, or someone else’s. The one on
one time with Sophie and her family, has allowed much needed training for her
husband and brother-in-law on how to properly lift her. Due to lack of resources, finances, and
knowledge in most undeveloped countries, such as For
instance, after Sophie’s surgery, a doctor came to her home and put her in a
standing position behind her sofa and then left the room. He told her to hold onto the back of the
sofa and bend her knees and go up and down to build up her strength. After a few minutes of standing, not even
being able to go up and down, she was completely exhausted and turned around
to reach her chair, and fell breaking her leg. After many weeks of pain and
suffering, the doctor gave her a prescription for sleeping pills, instead of
a pain reliever. The doctor later told
Sophie they thought she was faking it and she could walk, but just didn’t
want to. Can you imagine if your
doctor told this to you? My time with Sophie has been priceless, as I continue training her in upper exercises from her chair. A transfer board was donated to Sophie, and I’ve showed her husband how to use it to get her into a chair, without having to do all the lifting. God has been using our time to build and encourage Sophie and, at the same time, to minister to those in her immediate family. Though, sometimes, I’ve tried to schedule plans for the next day, it didn’t always work out. I’m seeing, first hand, that being God’s servant on a mission field means giving up the right to control my schedule, and allowing God to interrupt it whenever He needs to.
For
instance, Thursday I was going to take a taxi to the market, Plaza Vea, which is like our HEB stores. Previously, I prayerfully encouraged
Sophie, who hadn’t been in a taxi for many years, to, at least, get in one,
and go around the block. Sophie’s
blood pressure goes up and she fights bouts of vomiting and wetting
herself. Plus, when she is
transferred, it causes much pain in her legs.
The Taxi arrived, and it was a perfect time to train Papa Cero on how
to get her in and out of the Taxi.
Before we even began the transfer, we opened with prayer, asking the
God of Heaven to help control her health problems so she could go out and see
the world. After she got in the Taxi,
and was comfortable, she then wanted to go to the Market with us. Now, instead of a 5-minute ride, we’re
going for a 90-minute ride. Instead of
two in this small taxi, we now had four.
God truly interrupted my schedule, but, for His glory. You see, Sophie had no problems with
vomiting, and no pain in her legs. Can
I hear, “Amen?” ~“Amen and Amen”~ As
I continue my time in When
you read this story, I do hope you will pray that God will give you His
direction for your life, keeping in mind that there is more to this life than
the here and now; that God wants us to keep developing our SHAPE for His
eternal service. God designed you in
His image, to live for eternity.
Ecclesiastes 3:11 (NLT) “God has planted eternity in the human
heart.” So, as you seek Him for your
purpose, I pray you also will live with eternity heavily on your heart, with
each decision you make.
{The homes go up the mountain in
Christ’s Ambassadors Following
Jesus demands change Matthew 10:38-39 NLT "If you refuse to take up your cross and
follow me, you are not worthy of being mine. If you cling to your life,
you will loose it; if you give it up for me, you will find it. Friday, November 19, 2004 Though
I’m here to deliver two wheelchairs, bedside toilet, and shower chair to
Sophie in Wednesday,
the Pastor from Thursday, after we got back from grocery
shopping, I emailed Rick, letting him know I was ok, and what God was doing
here in Moderno. I asked my
interpreter if she would take me to distribute the flyers. Since
WOL had about eighty flyers printed up. As Armando pushed me, I asked Paper Ciero and Porifa to take some of the flyers and insert them under the door of each home. I hand-carried some so I could give them out to people as they walked by. As I handed out the flyers, Porfia, who has such a difficult time seeing, had to go by touch and gently locate the bottom of the door, so she could push the flyer under it. Though Porfia cannot see well anymore, her heart feels and sees everything. She is kind, and even talks to me in Spanish, like I really understand what she is saying. I love her for that. Then, there’s Papa Ciero, my interpreter’s father. Ciero is tall, older man with the strength of five men put together, and has a very healthy appetite. I could tell, neither of them had even done something like this before. But, praise God, they were willing to do so now. That is what mattered. They were willing, and God used them for His glory. As Papa and Porfia continued up the mountain, Armando and I rested on the side of the road. The total radius we covered today was about five miles. In complete exhaustion, but filled with great joy, we headed back home! In
After a wonderful night of rest, it’s now Friday morning. We’ve all just finished our fried egg sandwiches. As we’re sitting around the kitchen table a conversation had come up about the many women who call the house looking for Armando. So I said, Armando how many girlfriends do you have? To my chagrin he replied at least five or more. Armando is twenty-four years of age and thinks it is real cute to have the attention of so many women, but I said what do you think God thinks? With about eight other family members I saw God opening a spiritual door that would fill the next two hours in deep prayer and many tears. You
see, just last night, The
next day, In
love, I shared how God is love and He loves you, but he hates the sin in our lives. By Armando’s own admission he has lusted in
his mind, stolen, and is a liar. I
explained this is why we’re in need of a Savior. I continued to share with him what it says
in the Bible. Then, I asked him if
Jesus came back tomorrow, “Would you be going to Heaven or Hell? Because you have not surrendered your life
to Christ, he could say, ‘I knew you not; depart from me.’ Did he want that?” “No”, he replied. “You see, God knows better than anyone
else, what is best for you. God loves
you more than anyone else will. Would
you like to surrender your life to Christ in front of everyone to make him
Number One if your life?” Armando
said, yes he wanted to have Christ in his heart and, admitted he was a sinner
in need of a Savior. As I prayed with
Armando, he repeated the prayer.
Today, Armando’s name was written in the Book of Life. The rest of the family that was there also
recommitted their life to Christ.
Halleluiah! After this
blessing, all of us were so tired, we had to go lay
down and take a nap. This is the first
time during my stay; anyone had needed to take a nap. I knew we had stepped out of a boxing ring
with the enemy. We were doing battle
for Armando’s soul, and God won! By 6:30pm we need to be ready to head to church to set up the Passion movie. I woke up at 5:30 pm, and still quite tired, and knew I was going right back into the battleground. Because the Bible says we don’t fight against flesh and blood but against the principalities of the darkness, I prayed for the Lord to give me His strength and to do battle for me. At the church, we were greeted by the pastor and introduced to his daughter, who would be doing the interpreting tonight, since Sharon, my interpreter, was at work until Sunday morning. We opened up in prayer, asking to be flexible to the leading of the Holy Spirit. We purchased some candies and some biscuits to offer to everyone who attended the premiere. As the doors to the church opened, Sophie’s family filled eight seats. Within twenty minutes of the first part of the movie, at least forty seats were filled. To all who prayed back in the States, God did a miracle tonight. One of the first people to come accept Christ, was a young man in a wheelchair. Then, young mothers carrying their babies and then, some fathers also came. When the scene of the whipping of Jesus appeared on the screen, there was not a dry eye in the church. After the movie ended, I shared with them, “Now, that you know what Jesus did for you, and how He wants to have a relationship with you, will you deny Him, or will you surrender. To anyone who has not committed his or her life to Christ, please come forward for prayer.” As I continued the gospel message, one by one, they came. Five total, without hesitation or reservation, committed their life to Christ. While departing to home, Walter, the young man in the wheelchair, said he borrowed this chair because he heard about the movie. He wanted us to know that he sells things at the market to make his living, but it doesn’t provide enough for him to get a chair. I said, “Could we please pray first, and let the Lord see what He would do.” Then, I asked him if we could meet with him Monday, at 10 am, to see how WOL could help him get a wheelchair. Sunday,
we hailed a taxi and went in search of purchasing a new wheelchair. We located a hospital that hung the sign
‘CLOSED’. I told my friend someone
might be inside, and they were. WOL
purchased the chair for Walter. It was
beautiful. The reason we’re able
to purchase the wheelchair for Walter, is, several months back, the VBS kids
from One more thought before I close. I thought I was coming to This is Walter in his brand new wheelchair:
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